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(Content Filler) Is This "Really" a New Decade

Dan Holst

Welcome to the year 2020. But is this the start of a new decade? This debate always rages at this time, every two lustrums or so. However, regardless of one’s view on the subject there is one item without question: A decade is a period of ten years.

The word decade originated from the Romanized Greek word dekas. It’s meaning is a group of ten. A decade is essentially any group of ten years.

However, the contention arises from any decade to the official Decade (capitalized to differentiate). Many people argue that our current millennium didn’t start until January 1, 2001. Others scoff and say no, it was January 1, 2000.

The same holds true for the Decade. Does this Decade begin on the first day of 2020 or the first day of 2021? The official Anno Domini system of years began with year 1 and states that new Decades don’t begin until 2021, or 1921, 1961, and the millennium on January 1, 2001.

Why did the year system of Anno Domini begin with 1 and not 0. I speculate (wildly) that perhaps because at that time the number zero was ironically non-existent. There is no true zero in the Roman Numeral system that originated in Ancient Rome which remained the standard numerical system until Arabic Numerals replace them circa the 14th Century. In 725CE zero began to be annotated as N in Roman Numerals. It is the origin of our word nihilism.

The base ten of Roman Numerals are 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. In the Arabic system we use today: 0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9. Do you see the difference?

One could easily get trapped into the history of the Julian and Gregorian calendar systems and how Dionysius Exiguus of Scythia Minor calculated Easter. But I’m already yawning, so I expect you are too.

So, in this absolutely meaningless subject that can spark immense debate, I come to only one conclusion. I’m embarrassed by the fashion of the ‘70s; I love the music of the ‘80s; the Roaring ‘20s was a crazy time (I imagine); the '30s not so much. I hope the 2000 twenties—or 2020s—will be a wonderful decade for me. And for me that starts on January 1, 2020.

Happy New Year!

and

Happy New Decade!

(Editorial) Vote for Who You Want--Just Vote!

Dan Holst

With luck, this newsletter should arrive for our American readers a day or so before US elections on November 3, 2020. But even if it doesn’t, I want to shout this message as loudly as possible. Vote!

Your vote matters, and to be absolutely clear. It doesn’t matter who you vote for, only that we recognize the immense power contained in our vote. For our German readers, I hope you also understand the power of your voice. This is for you too.

Throughout American history, we barely cross the 50 percent threshold of eligible voters casting their vote during four-year presidential election cycles and even less on our off-year, local, and special election cycles.

We believe strongly in our American freedoms, particularly those enshrined within our first and second constitutional amendments, and while we choose to defend those freedoms with livid vociferousness, to include sacrificing lives, we often dismiss and disenfranchise the greatest freedom of all. Yes, I shall emphasize it again: Vote!

Suffrage and civil right movements have expanded this purest hallmark of democracy and American citizenship to women, ethnicities, and any citizen of at least 18 and older. We must dearly use and hold that power. But why?

We often decry corruption within our government, and that corruption does exist. It exists independent of and completely within our political, socio-economic, and religious beliefs. It permeates every one of those ideologies and at every level of government. We have tools against that corruption, but the greatest remains our power to vote. Just imagine the fear that would overwhelm corruption if they saw us stand up and run to the polls to vote or cast our eligible vote by other legal means. Right now, why listen to the people, if the people are so divided that they hate government, hate the contrary political to such an extent that they believe half of the people hate America and wish its destruction.

Such hatred, distrust, and self-righteousness opens the floodgates to corruption. We become controllable and malleable to their own corruption, while remaining blind to it.

Our precious American mores are at stake. Mores (more-ays) are the pillars of America, those customs and conventions whose indelible foundations lift up all Americans. Unfortunately they have begun to crumble under the divisive weight of corruption.

Vote and make your voice heard. Help and encourage all citizens to vote and have their vote counted. Be kind to everyone; listen and give legitimacy to all those who seek a better America, especially if their beliefs are not your necessarily yours. That is how we make America a truly special nation.

(Article) The Day the Steamboats Danced

Dan Holst

As conference attendees enjoyed some food, wine, and German beer, Glen Sievers along with Char Blevins and others regaled us with certain stories and anecdotes from the founding of the American Schleswig-Holstein Heritage Society thirty years ago. Among the stories and history, the story of the first railway bridge across the Mississippi was told, but much of the story remained untold that evening. So, in the my best imitation and to paraphrase Paul Harvey that you may know the rest of the story.

Jefferson Davis, the future Confederate President, served as Secretary of War under President Franklin Pierce and approved the construction of the bridge. However, he believed that the transcontinental railroad would be built across the South to Los Angeles. Upon discovering that the cross-country railroad was being built across the north, he immediately ordered the construction halted. Unfortunately for him and the South, his orders were ignored. He took his case to the courts, but the courts ruled against him, and the bridge was eventually completed April 22, 1856.

But before that another major Civil War character began this story. A young Lieutenant named Robert E. Lee led the team that conducted the first topographical survey of the area. Project engineers then used that survey to deem the land ideal for a bridge.

Isn’t history remarkable?

Much tension existed between the American North and the American South. For many reasons the late Antebellum and the pre-Civil War period caused much distrust and contention between the North and the South. One such point of contention was the infamous and the most poorly decided US Supreme Court case in US history. It concerned the freedom of the slave Dred Scott and it was making its way through the lower courts until that fateful Supreme Court decision in early 1857. Another was the bridge. These and others placed America upon a precipice, and its foundations were crumbling.

It wasn’t just the fight between the northern and southern railway corridors, it was a fight between the steamboats and the railroad. Roald D. Tweet, Professor Emeritus of English at Augustana College, wrote in his book, The Quad Cities: An American Mosaic, that many believed that the bridge was built for the sole purpose to impede riverboat traffic and thus favor the railroad. Two weeks after the bridge opened, the steamer Effie Afton made its famous, or was it infamous, voyage.

Traveling upstream from St. Louis, the Effie Afton began its traverse through the draw in the late evening hours. Partly through the draw, the steamer lurched to the right and collided with a span causing great damage to the boat and the bridge. But the collision knocked over a stove in the ship and ignited a fire. The fire quickly spread from the ship to the bridge, and both were extremely damaged.

The steamboats filed a lawsuit to have the bridge removed. The railroad company hired an Illinois lawyer named Abraham Lincoln who defended the railway in court. The case went all the way to the US Supreme Court. This incident now involved all three major historical figures from that period.

~ Photos of the original bridge courtesy of Putnam Museum; Rock Island District, US Corps of Engineers; and the Davenport Public Library.

It is rumored that the Effie Afton crashed into the bridge on purpose. Once the other steamboats heard about what happened, they all blew their whistles and rang their bells with joy. Oddly enough for the next sixteen years, steamboats kept regularly (on purpose?) bouncing off the piers. And even more oddly, the Davenport Democrat (the predecessor to the Quad City Times newspaper) reported on December 25, 1940 about an ice blockage that stopped barge traffic under the third iteration of the bridge in late 1890s. Once the steamboats were able to clear the ice blockage, they searched for the what impeded the ice and found the wreckage of the Effie Afton.

History is remarkable.

~ My thanks to Wikipedia, riveraction.org, davenportlibrary.com, and The National Archives for details and photos of this story.

(Article) German Immigrants and the US Medal of Honor

Dan Holst

Presented here is a one-page article I did once for Father’s Day and to support immigrants.


In celebration of Father’s Day, I wish to celebrate the contributions of our German forefathers in US History.

Apart from America’s indigenous peoples, America is a nation of immigrants and the descendents of immigrants. From before and continually after Joseph Bucklin fired the first official shot of our Revolutionary War, immigrants built the fabric of America, defended her against all enemies foreign and domestic, and have received the nation’s highest honors.

We continue their efforts to build a more perfect union. The highest honor for contributing to the love of our country is recognized by the US Medal of Honor for military personnel and the Presidential Medal of Freedom for civilian personnel.

The Medal of Honor was created during the Civil War, and since then over 700 immigrants have received America’s highest military honor. To recognize their contribution and in remembrance of the Civil War’s end on May 9, 1865, I would like to honor a few of the German immigrants who received the Medal of Honor during the Civil War. Most only list Germany as their birth place. They are listed by name, rank, place of action, and citation.

Johann Christoph Julius Langbein, Musician Vicksburg, Mississippi

A drummer boy, 15 years of age, he voluntarily and under heavy fire went to the aid of a wounded officer, procured medical assistance for him, and aided in carrying him to a place of safety.

Richard Enderlin, Musician Gettysburg, Pennsylvania

Voluntarily took a rifle and served as a soldier in the ranks during the first and second days of battle. Voluntarily and at his own imminent peril went into the enemy’s lines [at] night and, (sic) under a sharp fire, rescued a wounded comrade.

Charles Bieger, Private Ivy Farm, Mississippi

Voluntarily risked his life by taking a horse, under heavy fire, beyond the line of battle for the rescue of his captain, whose horse had been killed in a charge and who was surrounded by the enemy’s skirmishers.

Abraham Cohn, Captain Petersburg, Virginia

During Battle of the Wilderness rallied and formed, under heavy fire, disorganized and fleeing troops of different regiments. At Petersburg, Va., July 30, 1864, bravely and coolly carried orders to the advanced line under severe fire.

Conrad Schmidt, First Sergeant Winchester, Virginia

First Sergeant Schmidt went to the assistance of his regimental commander, whose horse had been killed under him in a charge, mounted the officer behind him, under a heavy fire from the enemy, and returned him to his command.

William Wells, Quartermaster Mobile Bay, Alabama

As landsman and lookout on board the U.S.S. Richmond during action against rebel forts and gunboats and with the ram Tennessee in Mobile Bay, 5 August 1864. Despite damage to his ship the loss of several men on board as enemy fire raked her decks, Wells performed his duties with skill and courage throughout a furious 2-hour battle which resulted in the surrender of the rebel ram Tennessee and in the damaging and destruction of batteries at Fort Morgan.

Andrew Miller, Sergeant Mobile Bay, Alabama

As captain of a gun on board the U.S.S. Richmond during action against rebel forts and gunboats and with the ram Tennessee in Mobile Bay, 5 August 1864. Despite damage to his ship and the loss of several men on board as enemy fire raked her decks, Sgt. Miller fought his gun with skill and courage throughout the furious 2-hour battle which resulted in the surrender of the rebel ram Tennessee and in the damaging and destruction of batteries at Fort Morgan

(Graduate Thesis) The Ironic Turn in War Poetry

Dan Holst

My graduate thesis concern religion and patriotism (of particularly the American variety). In Chapter Two, I used that to examine war poetry.

Presented here is the section of Chapter Two about “The Ironic Turn in War Poetry.”           


Religious-patriotism vociferously fought against the modernist voice in ironic war poetry. For over a millennium leading to the Great War, Catholicism maintained a hegemonic stranglehold on religious-patriotism. But in the centuries following the Renaissance, the Catholic Church shared a contested hegemony with the Reformation and England’s Anglican Church whose almost endless intrusions into Catholic territory threatened its territorial dominance. But rather than territory, another threat born of existentialism became the greater threat. During the movement to modernism, the Catholic Church and Pope Pius X published the 1907 encyclical Pascendi dominici gregis which condemned modernism as the “synthesis of all heresies” (qtd in Cadegan 99). This encyclical condemned the entirety of modernism everywhere it faced its presence. So immutable was Catholicism’s power base that it believed modernism threatened its very existence for modernism intruded upon every level of society from the political, cultural, social, and intellectual (Cadegan 99-101). Catholicism along with England’s Anglican church and those of the Reformation all felt threatened by the rise of modernism voiced by the new war poetry. Such voices not only questioned the relationship between the church and patriotism but nurtured a self-aggrandizement among the readers to question religious-patriotism, and afterwards it cascaded through modernism and foreshadowed the post-modernist metanarrative dissolution.

            Canadian poet John McCrae’s In Flanders Field may not be the war poem most believe it to be. McCrae wrote the definitive war poem In Flander’s Field. So definitive that its poppies have become synonymous with Western veteran celebrations. American author Jonathan H. Bens strengthens its normal romantic reading to support the glorification of war and “man’s relationship to man” (81). But a close reading sees a meaning far removed from its worshipful incorporation into current culture and assists the reader to see how romantic war poetry evolved into the ironic. Instead of “man’s relationship to man,” it becomes man’s relationship to ideology:

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

 

For centuries prior to the Great War, poppies have provided opium, heroin, morphine and other narcotics derived from its flower. McCrae undoubtedly knew this and notice his description of the poppies’ actions from the first two lines: they blow between the crosses on every row. Ironically McCrae creates a picture of the poppies broken from their earthly tethers just as they must to become narcotics, and they swirl between the crosses on every row. This swirling symbolizes a mixing of the drug with the soldiers. He uses the Christian cross to represent not just Christianity but also a country. England among other countries appropriated the Christian symbol onto their nationalized sacraments from their flags to their coats of arms that accompanied every crusade originating from Europe that killed millions. Another religious symbol is the bird. Birds symbolize God. In North America, the Lakota and Dakota tribes believed the lark symbolized their God Itokaga. Bird singing also represent the voice of God. The lark guides the soldier into the religious-patriotism symbolized by the war’s nationalized Christian cross. But what that does to the soldier is the most remarkable statement of stanza one. The drug of religious-patriotism and God’s voice may be scarce heard but it is a priori to the sound of gunfire. Now the soldiers can be led quietly, like sheep, into battle and death.

            McCrae’s second stanza gives voice to dead’s regret. Their living through dawn to dusk gave them a cyclic nature of constant birth and death. How they once loved and were loved most curiously lacks an object. I would argue from my reading of verse one that that object is God and country. They loved God and country so completely they followed it to their deaths and believed God and country would protect them as seen from the earlier examples of Psalm 2 and For All We Have And Are. Love disappeared, and they now lie in death. McCrae use of the present tense we lie is a double entendre. “We lie” presents them suffering an ongoing death, for as long as war rages, soldiers continue to die. Secondly, the use of the cross to mark the grave of each soldier is itself a lie that religious-patriotism is honorable. The soldiers speak that by lying under the cross they lie as to the meaning behind their death. They no longer represent that meaning; it is a lie.

            McCrae’s last stanza again gives voice to the dead. Asking the reader to quarrel with the foe is a strange poetic wording. Quarreling is argument, not a battle. It is not a battle of armaments but one of narratives. McCrae noticed this clash of narrative and so did Catholicism. But both populate opposing battlefields. For McCrae, the foe is the religious-patriotism that has led many to death under its banner of the Christian cross. So now the soldiers plead to the readers not to break faith with them, but to have faith in the fight against the those who pave war with such narratives. McCrae then cautions with “We shall not sleep” signifying that for long as we follow religious-patriotism, people will continue to populate “In Flanders Field.”

            The ironic reading of John McCrae’s In Flanders Field spoke out against religious-patriotism. Other poets speak in various forms about patriotism, religion, and the dangers of religious-patriotism. Some focus on people. Others focus upon the metanarratives of patriotism, war, religion, or some other. The poems presented here begin with Great War poems and progress through World War II, the Vietnam War, and ends with reactions to the terrorist attacks of 9/11 in America. These poems will help underscore the ironic nature of modern war poetry and its most distinctive voice.

            Poet Charles Hamilton Sorley did not lack for learning from his Scottish father, a moral philosopher. Returning from Germany to England after the 1914 outbreak of war, Sorley enlisted in British Army and found himself entrenched in France where his twenty-year-old promising life ended at the Battle of Loos. But his love of the pure patriotism outlined is well displayed in his poem To Germany:

You are blind like us. Your hurt no man designed,

And no man claimed the conquest of your land.

But gropers both through fields of thought confined

We stumble and we do not understand.

You only saw your future bigly planned,

And we, the tapering paths of our own mind,

And in each other’s dearest ways we stand,

And hiss and hate. And the blind fights the blind.

 

When it is peace, then we may view again

With new-won eyes each other’s truer form

And wonder. Grown more loving-kind and warm

We’ll grasp firm hands and laugh at the old pain,

When it is peace. But until peace, the storm,

The darkness and the thunder and the rain.

 

Sorely felt the narcotic pull of religious-patriotism. His use of blindness, the confinement of thought, and stumbling all implicate how religious-patriotism, like a narcotic, numbs our senses, clouds our thoughts, and stumbles one forward like a prisoner tied to and dragged by a horse. Sorely doesn’t blame Germany, nor the German soldiers, for he sees the ideological tapestry that encapsulates all within a realm lacking free choice, for to him it is nothing but where “the blind fights the blind.” The peace he describes isn’t an armistice or surrender of one foe to another, but a greater peace of “new-won” eyes and a “truer form.” Notice the use of truer versus true. Truer signifies an escape from one ideology but still constrained; it is a continuum of growth. Having escaped religious-patriotism and having embraced a pure patriotism, Sorely looks toward a world apart from past metanarratives where the former enemies embrace each other in the solidarity of humanity. But until then he warns as war poets often do of the continuing effects of religiously patriotic darkness, thunder, and rain.

            The common trope of rain introduces the next poem of Edith Sitwell’s. Symbolic of darkness, discontent, foreboding, and impending doom. Every literary genre uses it to include the realm of war poetry. British poet Edith Sitwell’s poetry used this trope and countered Fussell’s view of feminist World War Two poetry as simply reportage “such as they were” (qtd in Stout 163). She also felt it necessary to change her “aesthetic . . .  to confront the effects of war (Dorr 141). Having lived through the Blitzkrieg against London in 1940, Sitwell penned Still Falls the Rain:

Still falls the Rain—

Dark as the world of man, black as our loss—

Blind as the nineteen hundred and forty nails

Upon the Cross.

 

Still falls the Rain

With a sound like the pulse of the heart that is changed

to the hammer-beat

In the Potter’s Field, and the sound of the impious feet

On the Tomb:

Still falls the Rain

In the Field of Blood where the small hopes breed and

the human brain

Nurtures its greed, that worm with the brow of Cain.

 

Still falls the Rain

At the feet of the Starved Man hung upon the Cross.

Christ that each day, each night, nails there,

have mercy on us—

On Dives and on Lazarus:

Under the Rain the sore and the gold are as one.

 

Still falls the Rain—

Still falls the Blood from the Starved Man’s wounded Side:

He bears in His Heart all wounds,— those of the light that died,

The last faint spark

In the self-murdered heart, the wounds of the sad

uncomprehending dark,

 

The wounds of the baited bear,—

The blind and weeping bear whom the keepers beat

On his helpless flesh… the tears of the hunted hare.

 

Still falls the Rain—

Then— O Ile leape up to my God:

who pulles me doune—

See, see where Christ’s blood streames in the firmament:

It flows from the Brow we nailed upon the tree

Deep to the dying, to the thirsting heart

That holds the fires of the world,— dark-smirched with pain

As Caesar’s laurel crown.

 

Then sounds the voice of One who like the heart of man

Was once a child who among beasts has lain—

‘Still do I love, still shed my innocent light, my Blood, for thee.’

All its themes fall beyond my scope here, but several ironic passages support this argument. Sitwell equates man with darkness and its “nineteen hundred and forty nails” upon the cross signify how society has abandoned a pure Christianity in each of the (approximately) one thousand and forty years (at the time of the poem’s authorship) since Christ taught his belief of love and instead embraced a religious-patriotism. Sitwell makes the religious obvious, but the patriotism not so much. But when she transitions the non-discriminatory, non-nationalistic heart pulse of life to a “hammer-beat,” she turns innocent life into the beat of war drums that often instill within troops a patriotic fever. Lastly even Sitwell sees the ideologically controlled. While she believes that Christ, in the purity of belief, bears the wounds of all even those who propagate self-murdering ideology. Sitwell saw how ideology spreads and how it kills its adherents hence the “self-murdered.” In the final two lines of stanza four, she mourns the “sad uncomprehending dark” whose “self-murdered heart” was the victim of the Christianized patriotic ideology. Sitwell didn’t rage against Christianity, she raged with the same rage many have when Christianity engages with politics. That is, its ill-advised union with patriotism.

            The next two poems by Australian Frederic Manning and American David Harsent validate poetry’s growth from romanticism to irony. British poetry scholar Bonamy Dobrée claims eighteenth-century patriotic and religious poetry lack “metaphysical tension: there is no conflict, no simultaneous apprehension at different levels” (Dobrée 3). Manning and Harsent exhibit that multi-level tension and take direct umbrage against religious-patriotism. Here is Manning’s Grotesque:

These are the damned circles Dante trod,

Terrible in hopelessness,

But even skulls have their humour,

An eyeless and sardonic mockery;

And we,

Sitting with streaming eyes in the acrid smoke

That murks our foul, damp billet,

Chant bitterly, with raucous voices

As a choir of frogs

In hideous irony, our patriotic songs

Manning’s use of Dante integrates a religious element into patriotism. He burdens the dead with the truth that they are now more alive than those still live who cannot stem the “foul, damp billet.” Or in other words the house in whose inhabitants fall victim to the drug-induced, “acrid smoke,” narrative of religious-patriotism where one croak follows another without narrative choice. They have replaced intellectual accommodations with base desires, and whose recitations have lost all meanings. For Manning, religious-patriotism is irony.

Harsent turns his attack openly upon religion in Snapshots (1) but recognizes a certain religiously patriotic cycle:

Troopers dead in a trench and a river of rats

Topers dead in a bar and a flood of reflections

Lovers dead in bed and a shift of maggots

Snipers dead in the trees and a cowl of crows

Travellers dead on the bridge and a gaggle of gawpers

Oldsters dead on a porch and a downpour of flies

Deserters dead in a ditch and a raft of chiggers

Foragers dead in a field and a jostle of foxes

Children dead at their desks and a month of Sundays

Every line of Harsent’s snapshot of life portrays ideology as death. He opens with troopers which introduces patriotic elements. People see the sacrifice patriotism provides for freedom, but in that freedom, there remains nothing but death. As Harsent proceeds down the litany of freedom turned death, he comes to religion and juxtaposes actual death with a metaphysical death. The children haven’t died from religious ideology, but herein lies the true irony of Harsent’s poem and a much-nuanced move. What is a month of Sundays? Denotationally a “month of Sundays” represent a long time. Harsent uses it here to represent a religious learning that dwarfs or eliminates other learning. It is an indoctrination of religion that creates a death because the child is dead to any other counter-narrative. And when those children become fully indoctrinated, they become the troopers from line one and poem begins anew.

            Denise Levertov advances this story from the World Wars to Vietnam. She focuses upon religious-patriotism’s effect on the other. American poet Gibbons Ruark admired her writing through his own verse, “Your poem, I cry, is all body” (Ruark 482). True to Ruark, she focuses this poem upon a single cultural body. Denise Levertov was the daughter of a Welsh mother and Russian Hasidic Jew who was held under house arrest during the first World War. She was born in England and served as a civilian nurse during the blitzkrieg of London and moved to America becoming known as an American poet. Levertov was politically active during the 1960s and 1970s and wrote the poem What Were They Like:

1) Did the people of Vietnam

use lanterns of stone?

2) Did they hold ceremonies

to reverence the opening of buds?

3) Were they inclined to quiet laughter?

4) Did they use bone and ivory,

jade and silver, for ornament?

5) Had they an epic poem?

6) Did they distinguish between speech and singing?

 

1) Sir, their light hearts turned to stone.

It is not rememberefd whether in gardens

stone lanterns illumined pleasant ways.

2) Perhaps they gathered once to delight in blossom,

but after the children were killed

there were no more buds.

3) Sir, laughter is bitter to the burned mouth.

4) A dream ago, perhaps. Ornament is for joy.

All the bones were charred.

5) It is not remembered. Remember,

most were peasants; their life

was in rice and bamboo.

When peaceful clouds were reflected in the paddies

and the water buffalo stepped surely along terraces,

maybe fathers told their sons old tales.

When bombs smashed those mirrors

there was time only to scream.

6) There is an echo yet

of their speech which was like a song.

It was reported their singing resembled

the flight of moths in moonlight.

Who can say? It is silent now.

 

Levertov doesn’t write about religion or patriotism, at least directly. She does, however, show the effects of religious-patriotism. I argued in chapter one that religious-patriotism must always find a scapegoat, find an enemy. What Levertov does with this poem shows the effects of one country’s religious-patriotism against another. As shown above the Vietnam war had a paradigm shifting effect upon the American landscape, but in Vietnam, religious-patriotism destroyed a culture, and Levertov doesn’t hold anything back in describing the horrific events. Just as religious-patriotism seeks to silence contrary views, she shows how it silenced a country.

            Twenty-first century post-modernism and post-postmodernism poetry continue the poetic irony introduced at the onset on modernism. For the last two poems, the US Library of Congress documents and provide links to notable 9/11 poetry. There have been very few days where every American experienced the same battlefield. September 11, 2001 was one and December 7, 1941 another. The last two poems originate from the pain of 9/11. African American activist poet Amiri Baraka provides a provocative examination of exactly who we are and lastly Susan Birkeland’s powerful poem provides the closure for section three.

            Never the one to avoid controversy, Baraka believes that Somebody Blew Up America, but he doesn’t know who. Literary critic Harmony Holiday claims Baraka throughout his poetry “projects his own inadequacy . . . and recenters blame and praise” (175). This poem is no different as he questions his, therefore humanity’s, inability to prevent the 9/11 attacks. His long poem asks a vast litany of who questions trying to uncover the culpable party responsible for the blowing up of America. And he doesn’t pull any punches towards anybody. The poem is way too long to list in entirety, but I will list several lines to illustrate my points.

Who made the bombs
Who made the guns
Who bought the slaves, who sold them
Who called you them names

Who say Dahmer wasn’t insane

Who? Who? Who? (lines 47-52)

The rest of the poem asks similar questions to most every atrocity around the world, and while it does touch on certain conspiracy theories surrounding 9/11, they shouldn’t detract from Baraka’s message that we all need to look inward at everything we believe. It is a poem of ironic self-criticism for the body of humanity. It asks about patriotism and religion and how they contribute to evil around the world. It asks us to recognize how ideology is spread and used. It asks why we must accept religious-patriotism. It asks who is responsible as we continually seek the scapegoat that religious-patriotism creates.

Who twist your mind

Who think you need war

Who own your crib
Who rob and steal and cheat and murder
and make lies the truth
Who call you uncouth
Who said “America first”

Who make money from war
Who make dough from fear and lies
Who want the world like it is
Who want the world to be ruled by imperialism and national
oppression and terror violence, and hunger and poverty.
Who is the ruler of Hell?
Who is the most powerful (lines 69, 72, 84-87, 164, 207-213)

 

The entire poem creates an ironic look at our own selves and our own convictions. The closing stanzas of Baraka’s remarkable self-critical poem creates the ironic view that no one listens nor cares, and in that he creates the ironic view that religion and patriotism are empty speak. His reference to an owl and its repetitive onomatopoeia “who” sound numbs us to these important questions, and until we listen – introspectively – these questions will continue to plague our complacency. After all, other than an ornithologist, who cares about the questions owls ask?

Who you know ever

Seen God?
But everybody seen

The Devil

Like an Owl exploding
In your life in your brain in your self
Like an Owl who know the devil
All night, all day if you listen, Like an Owl
Exploding in fire. We hear the questions rise

In terrible flame like the whistle of a crazy dog

 

Like the acid vomit of the fire of Hell

Who and Who and WHO who who

Whoooo and Whooooooooooooooooooooo! (lines 214-226)

 

Baraka not only points out the irony of continual scapegoating but asks in a most Kafka-esque examination of humanity: who are we really and are we really a humanity worth saving.

Susan Birkeland takes a similar role ironic turn as Baraka on 9/11, but instead of asking who, she asks what now. Dedicated to Birkeland’s “truth and beauty,” her San Francisco North Beach community celebrated her joyful life lost to cancer at forty-five (Susan Birkeland). Susan Birkeland presents the closure that positively ties up this exploration. Here is her Jesus Poem:

If I'd been trapped in one of those towers,
and I had a cell phone,
I'd have called my sister and brother
and told them I'd loved my life,
loved them, always would, and to
thank everyone for being so good to me and
to take no avenging actions,
nor support the avenging actions of others,
but to let me die with the dignity of my faith.
Then I'd step out into the air,
something opening beneath me,
the last fall of my life.
It's hard to say what I'd be feeling,
surprise, mystification, terror, glory,
but I'm sure I wouldn't be angry.
In the last moments
there's nothing to fix,
no protest against the speed of the fall.
I imagine I 'd be filled with
something beyond terror,
a feeling which is
(from where we stand)
intolerably bright.

 

Birkeland attempts to interject her consciousness into the greater body of everyone trapped within the fateful World Trade Center towers. Twenty-six hundred and six people died in those towers. They represented a vast multiplicity of faiths and ethnicities and Birkeland grants them a solidarity of voice independent of anything less than the whole humanity. Each person left behind many loved ones and Birkeland describes their feelings: “I’d have called my sister and brother / and told them I’d love my life.” Her use of brother and sister is clear, but ironically, she doesn’t use mother or father; she believes everyone is her brother and sister. She plainly juxtaposes a personal relationship into a pure patriotism. Additionally, and speaking on behalf of all her brothers and sisters, she desires “to take no avenging actions, / nor support the avenging actions of others.” Birkeland knows what many ironic poets before her have known that war and vengeance have a cyclical nature. Most importantly, she doesn’t condemn religion but simply asks “to let [her]die with the dignity of [her] faith.” Birkeland doesn’t identify her faith and therefore ironically subsumes dignity into all faiths. With a love towards her brothers and sisters and the legitimacy of each religion, Birkeland embraces pure patriotism. Birkeland doesn’t seek any self-consideration for herself, her faith, or her country. She merely seeks a peace where anyone in any country can live and worship peacefully without the prejudicial self-consideration of state, religion, and ethnicity. Additionally, and most ironically, her “last fall” from line twelve is the last gasp of religious-patriotism. In line seventeen, she claims “there’s nothing to fix.” Birkeland wants us to let religious-patriotism die, don’t try to revive it or fix it. She wants the brightness to overcome the atrocities that history has recorded under its narrative.

(Academic) Religion and Suffering in Ladyhawke: Understanding Christian and Buddhist Vocabularies

Dan Holst

I wrote this argument to meet the requirements of my graduate-level religion and literature class. It critically examines the 1980’s movie Ladyhawke under different religious viewpoints.

Presented here are the first five pages.           


Around forty Christian and Buddhist monastics gathered to discuss suffering at the Kentucky Gethsemani monastery in 2003. In summary of that meeting, Father Thomas Ryan noted that each faith’s belief about suffering “appear . . . fundamentally different:” To a Buddhist, “suffering is a curse” to escape, while for a Christian, “suffering is a blessing” to be welcomed (Ryan 144). This dichotomy is more than a simple shift in perspective. It is the collision of religious vocabulary. Stephen T. Asma wrote that “religions are like languages;” we have our first language, but then we “adopt a second language” educating ourselves with an alternate “grammar” and “vocabulary” until “we feel comfortable in an entirely new atmosphere” (Asma 3). Both Buddhist and Christian vocabularies of suffering align themselves in certain aspects but conflict in others. And the classic 1985 fantasy film Ladyhawke illustrates most notably how that lens of religious language can create a duality of religious meaning.

            The 1980s drove the cinematic fantasy genre away from the ludicrous camp of Mike Hodges’ Flash Gordon into the critical and popular acclaim of such masterpieces as John Boorman’s Götterdämmerung-inspired Excalibur and Rob Reiner’s ever wishful tale of true love, The Princess Bride. Including such tales as The NeverEnding Story and Labyrinth, all these plus Ladyhawke succeeded because they countered the 1980s materialism of the films Back to the Future and The Goonies with an embrace of the personal and the familial. Ladyhawke is immensely personal: no wizardry, massive armies, or epic tales, just five characters caught up in a tale of love, betrayal, religion, and suffering. Each character suffers. Navarre and Isabeau suffer under the curse of the Bishop. The Bishop suffers from greed and lust. Imperius suffers from his betrayal of love, and Phillipe Gaston suffers as a thief without honor. The core of their suffering under the Christian perspective is either teleological design or ontological Christian being, but under the Buddhist perspective, suffering is apropos to existence, and this essay will explore each religion’s cause and resolution of their suffering in relation to Ladyhawke.

            That humanity suffers is the one convergence that all religions acknowledge. But they differ immensely on the reasons for and resolutions from suffering. Some take a teleological method while others believe in a more ontological approach. Central to Buddhist thought is their “blanket assertion [that] ‘all existence is suffering’” (Gilkey 51). However, for Christianity, suffering reaffirms the divinity through the unity of creation and redemption (Gilkey 49). God must use us to reaffirm the divinity of creation because creation lost its goodness when both Satan and humanity fell from grace (Gilkey 56-57). Using Ladyhawke, my argument will examine suffering through the lens of Christian teleology & ontology and Buddhist ontology. I will show that while the film succeeds under Christian teleology, it fails under Christian ontology. I will then examine the film within the Buddhist tradition and Buddhist ontology as formulated by Mao Zonsang to show that Ladyhawke is more a Buddhist story than Christian. To facilitate this argument, I use the general guidelines of teleology of intelligent design along with the specifics of teleological intention to examine the characters Phillipe, Imperius, and the Bishop. Next, I show how Ladyhawke fails as a Christian motif using Soren Kierkegaard’s definition of Christian suffering from the ontological being of a Christian. Finally, I examine Ladyhawke under the basic lens of Buddhism and Buddhist ontology to demonstrate that contrary to its Christian theme, Ladyhawke more accurately represents the Buddhist tradition and is a Buddhist story.

For this argument, I use two teleological approaches: Del Ratzsch & Jeffrey Koperski along with David Hume provide a macro or divine approach to teleology while Matthew Hanser presents a personal (micro) approach to teleology and intention. Ratzsch and Koperski define teleology as “arguments from or to design” (Ratzsch and Koperski). These designs originate not from chance or randomness but require some structure or functional complexity. They follow a continuum of intention associated to a purposeful end. Hume’s argument for teleology, in its most basic sense, follows what could be called meta-pareidolia where random patterns are imbued with a familiarity reinforced with intelligent design that connects it to human understanding. Most commonly these are seen through cloud formations but are also common to rock formations, outcroppings on Mars, and even the complexity of human existence. Philosopher Matthew Hanser describes intention and teleology within a “narrow account” and a “broad account” (Hanser 381). The narrow account must fulfill two requirements: the agent acts intentionally if that act is initiated solely for “an end or as a means to an end,” and secondly, those “means must be understood ‘strictly and narrowly’” (381). The broad account, by contrast, finds intention by an agent’s action even if such action was not intentionally instigated. Hanser argues that the narrow account classifies too few actions as intentional and the broad account too many. Hanser’s argument is to find some additional ground between the narrow and broad accounts to explain the teleology of intentional acts. Those are “The Further Intention Principle,” “The Instigator Principle,” and “The Machine Principle” (386, 395, 397). Each of these can be applied to Ladyhawke’s character of Imperius, Phillipe, and the Bishop respectively.

Within my ontological argument, Thomas Hofweber’s approach to ontology simply formulates it where “ontology is the study of what there is” (Hofweber 12). Additionally, Tomomi Asakura studies Buddhist ontology through the Buddhist ontological studies of Mou Zongsan. Teleology would ask us to functionalize happiness and suffering from the design of purpose and intention. Ontology seeks to separate happiness and suffering from any intention of the other and just focus on happiness and just suffering. This is not unlike Buddha’s story of a man shot with a poisoned arrow who wanted to understand all the reasons he was shot before having the arrow removed; Buddha would just pull out the arrow to appease the suffering (Prothero 173). Hofweber frames ontology as a relationship between particulars and entities and our commitment to them (Hofweber 12-13). Ontology would examine the particular essence of and the relationship between the arrow and the man and the metaphysical aspect of suffering. Hofweber explains ontology as having four parts: “commitment” – are we committed to suffering or happiness; “what there is” – what is suffering, the arrow, the man; relationships – how does the arrow and the man relate to suffering; “meta-ontology” – how can we understand certain situational questions considering the first three parts (Hofweber 15). Mou Zongsan used ontology to instantiate happiness, not suffering, innate to existence (Asakura 660). In fact, Tomomi Asakura examines Zongsan’s philosophy to realize that Mou’s focus on the “highest good” in the “immediacy” and equal being of suffering is happiness (Asakura 662).

            Stories define religion. The story of Buddha and his opulent but sheltered upbringing that protected him from suffering prompted his desire to leave such life in his penultimate journey to understand and resolve suffering. Christianity tells its stories fundamentally from its scripture where historical satire and metaphor intertwined with reality and myth to create stories of intricate historical detail, theological dictates, and political presence. These stories then motivate their traditions and followers in life to create more stories expanding core Buddhist and Christian traditions into its many offshoots and disciplines, but their core stories remain a gestalt for most, if not all, of their religious offshoots, and it is that gestalt that I am examining. However, stories can instantiate multiple meanings via the reader inference of the ontology or teleology of a character’s relationship to story entities. That is, multiple readers may view the same story not only through different characters but also through different relational dynamics between characters and institutions. Such as which character is the inferred focal point of the story – who is the main character, and who are the supporting characters. Some stories have such strong characters that choice of main character can vastly alter that story’s implications. Within Ladyhawke most viewers identify Navarre and Isabeau as the main characters. However, the story vastly changes when Phillipe Gaston becomes the main character. Or Imperius. Or the Bishop. Because religion is Ladyhawke’s underlying theme, religion and the religious source of suffering can also change dependent upon these choices.

(Story) Buckaroo Who

Dan Holst

Buckaroo Who is a story of a young man arriving at his first duty station in the Air Force during the mid 1980s. It includes much of what I experienced but also fictionalizes a lot and delves deeply into Buckaroo Who’s limitless imagination that takes him on new adventures.

Presented here is chapter 3.


I woke up. At first a little hazy until I remembered where I was. But then the door tumblers rattled, and the door opened. Some man walked in. For the briefest moment, we looked at each other. He was shorter than me. It looked like he was returning from work. His fatigues were marked with oil and grease. A scent akin to lacquer thinner arrived with him. I asked, “What is that smell?”

            “You must be my new roommate. I didn’t think I would have the room to myself for long. My name is Dennis.”

            “I’m Patrick. I just arrived this morning.”

            “Hi Patrick. This smell is JP-4. Jet fuel. I’m a crew chief for the 22nd Aircraft Maintenance Unit. Where are you working?”

            “The 53rd. A-Shop.”

            “Avionics, a pointy head, huh. Ok. Well nice to meet you.”

            “Nice to meet you too,” I replied. I didn’t know what pointy head was but let it pass.

            He walked around to his side of the room and began to undress. Our lockers were arranged so that we each had some privacy from each other. Unfortunately, my bed was next to the door and his was hidden in a corner. He came back around wearing a towel and carrying his toiletries. He asked, “Do you know where the showers and toilets are?”

            “Yeah.”

            He looked at my naked mattress. “Do you know where linen exchange is?”

            “No.”

            “So, you didn’t listen to the dorm chief when he assigned you my room. You better get down there. It closes in 30 minutes.”

            I didn’t remember the dorm chief telling me about linen exchange. All I remember was trying to process everything Ben and I had done today and all I needed to remember. There was a lot of information, and I might have missed it. But even I knew that wasn’t true, I did miss it. That bit of information just couldn’t make it onto the onramp of my mental speedway. I looked back up at Dennis, but he was gone. I figured I would need a copy of my orders, so I grabbed one. Then headed down to linen exchange.

            Back on the first floor, I found it behind a sign on a door. Luckily, I had a few minutes left. Entering the room, I saw an elderly man. “Hi, I just arrived today.”

            “Orders, bitte?” He asked in a heavy German accent.

            I gave him my copy. Wow, I thought. He must be at least 80 years old. World War II only ended 40 odd years ago. I wonder what he did back then and how he feels now about working for Americans. I saw him grab my sheets and blanket. His skinny, wrinkly arms could barely lift them to the counter. Someday I should talk to him and learn about his past.

Two pale sheets, a pillowcase, and an olive-green wool blanket. Military leftovers, I guess. I headed back to the room. I grabbed the door, but it was locked. “Oh, man,” I complained to myself. Just another stupid action. I simply must remember my keys.

I knocked but no answer. Dennis could still be in the shower. I headed down to the community showers and found Dennis at the sink. His towel was wrapped around his waist. “Umm, Dennis,” I asked holding my linen in my arms. “I locked myself out.”

He shook his head, and I muttered “Stupid Airman” to myself. It seemed to echo what his lips whispered to himself.

“Do I look like your nanny? Oh, never mind, I’ll be right there.”

I walked down and waited outside the door. Dennis came walking down holding his keys and opened the door. “Thanks, nanny?”

With a swiftness that billowed his towel, he turned around. “Not now, kid. You haven’t earned it.”

“Earned it?”

“You are nothing. Just some kid out of tech school without any idea of what we do here. You haven’t yet seen the real Air Force, boy.”

Dennis looked angry and I didn’t want this on my first day. All I could muster was “I’m sorry.”

“You owe me, kid.” His fingers jingled and the lock disengaged. He walked into the room.

I followed him into his room. Wasn’t it my room now? Just something I had to figure out. I looked at my naked bed and the linen in my hands.

Dennis peaked around the corner. “Just make the damn bed and get cleaned up. I’ll take you down to Spuds later. I need some beer after today.”

This was my first true move. Sure, there was basic training at Lackland Air Force Base in San Antonio, then two more bases for technical training. Lowry in Denver was first then Langley in Virginia, but this was my first new home. I loved putting away my clothes in the wall locker and finding places for my toiletries and other personal items. It felt like I was crafting a new life. Starting new stories. The bed looked nice all made up. I folded up my duffle bag and squeezed it under the bed next to my suitcase.   

I got undressed and grabbed my towel and toiletries that found a new home in sweet travel case. I wrapped my towel around my waist and palmed the key to the room. I walked down to the showers. The community bathroom had three large rooms. The middle room contained about fifteen sinks. It was flanked by a room with toilet stalls and urinals and an open room with a bunch of shower heads. I got cleaned up and returned to the room. I dressed myself with blue jeans and a button-down plaid shirt.

“You ready to get some beer?” Asked Dennis.  

I nodded and we left the room. I wasn’t sure where we were going yet, so I kept quiet and followed.

“You’re in luck, Patrick. Spuds is a bar that is in our own dorm.”

            I followed him down the central hallway with doors leading to other rooms. Was it in a room? Was it an actual bar? Or perhaps a party? I asked, “Is it in one of the rooms?”

            “No, idiot. It is on the ground floor. The staircase you came up is where the dayroom, linen exchange, and the dorm chief’s office is. On the ground floor of the other staircase is Spuds.”

            We walked down the stairs. How many times would I walk these stairs in the coming months and years? The wear on the steps and railings was obvious. A few marks penciled the walls. When I was at field training at Langley, we had been tasked to paint the buildings several times. I suspected these walls also held several coats of paint. How many stories were buried underneath these slabs of paint? Looking closely, I could see some ink emerging from beneath some paint that has peeled away.

I stopped and tried peeling back to see what was written, but Dennis interrupted me.

“We just painted these stairwells. If you don’t want to paint them again, stop peeling it.”

I thought I was uncovering some obscene picture but stopped peeling the paint and continued downward. I hoped nobody else noticed what I did. I hoped Dennis wouldn’t tell on me.

I heard the music growing louder. While I preferred country music, current rock hits began to infiltrate my steps. We walked down the last steps at the tail end of “Sledgehammer.” Spuds was inside a large room about the size of the dayroom, dorm chief, and linen exchange rooms combined. There was long bar along the wall. Looked like it held a full stock of beer and booze. Several stools were still empty. We walked in just as “Danger Zone” began its undeniable riff. It was quite full of people, not all table and chairs were fully occupied. Among the darkened room, smoke clouds hung under the low lights.

Dennis grabbed my arm. He looked at me and in chorus with the song and others shouted, “highway to the danger zone.” He pulled me over to a table. “Hey everyone, this is Patrick. My new roomy. He just arrived today.”

One of his buddies, hidden behind four empty bottles of Bitburger Pils, lifted a fifth to his mouth. He stopped and put the half empty bottle in my face. “Drink it, skater.”

His emphasis on skater gave me pause, and his voice was familiar. Not wanting to be unfriendly, I took a drink. It was a hard swallow. I almost spit it back out. I coughed heavily afterwards. I had heard Bitburger Pils was quite bitter. It was.

Everyone laughed at me. The buddy. Wait, I remember now. He is Conner, that guy from dispatch. I saw him take a long swig from the same bottle. His cringe came with a smile. A long belch followed.

“Hey, my big strong man, give me some of that.”

Conner leaned over to the girl beside him. It was that girl, Buckingham, from the orderly room. He leaned over and gave her a long kiss. Then a tap on her shoulder caused her to turn around and kiss some other man. Their tongues touched and spittle glisten down their lips.

Dennis looked  at me. “You like that, boy. This here is Leah Buckingham.” He then walked over and leaned towards her. He whispered something in her ear. Then it turned into a kiss, and final whisper carried by his tongue deep into her ear.

Madonna started singing over the sound system. It was her song “Like a Virgin.” Was I about to be touched for the very first time? My heartbeat increased when Leah disengaged from Dennis and she stepped out towards me. Her tight-fitting jeans reminded me of a favorite country song. She wore a low-cut black blouse, without a bra. Another step closer and her perfume overpowered the smoke and alcohol. Its Lilly of the Valley carried a gentle yet infusing musk. I almost melted. Another step and her I saw deep into her eyes. Passion flowed heavily as she drew my focus into hers. She was just a step away, and a gentle touch graced my biceps. They shook terribly taking the rest of my body with them. She stood now just before me, almost a head shorter. I could smell her hair let loose from its earlier confinement. She let her fingers glide down my arms onto my hips then around to the small of my back. I felt her chest against me. Her emerging breasts pushed into me and outward from her low-cut shirt. I didn’t know what to say or do.

She lifted her head and her lips turned upwards and parted the moisture upon them. Her teeth emerged brighter than white capped mountains above soft, puffy cumulus clouds. I felt my tongue carouse my own lips. It was just us, nobody else. I bent my head forward.

She spoke to me. “My name is Leah. I am a princess. Do you think I’m a princess?”

Without any energy to say anything more, I mustered, “Yes.”

“I am the people’s princess. Do you want me to be your princess?”

“Yes.”

She rose upon her heels. Her head barely before mine. I inhaled her breath. I felt her hands move from my back to my chest. She held her breasts into mine, as one.

She pushed me with all her force, and I stumbled back. Someone placed their feet behind me. I tripped and fell backwards into someone carrying some drinks. They spilled all over me. There I was on the floor covered with beer and booze.

Leah took a step over me, bent down. I could see her breasts under her shirt. “But you are not my people, and you never will be.” She turned back around, kissed Conner, and they laughed. Everyone in Spuds was laughing. I guess I should be thankful that the alcohol flowed over my tears. But I was still betrayed.  

“Look poor baby basic Airman is crying, look at his quivering lips.”

Every kept laughing.

I got up and ran back to my room. Crying all the way.

“Come back, crybaby. We are only having fun.”

I tried to open the door. It was locked. I shook it fiercely. It didn’t budge. I reached into my pocket and found my keys. I opened the door, entered, and slammed it shut. I fell onto my bed. I cried.

I just thought of every failure, every ineptitude and inability to act properly and be a man. I was tired of always failing, not standing up for myself. I opened my wall locker and grabbed my knife. Without question or hesitation, I slit my wrists. Now blood and tears both flowed down mixing with the remaining alcohol. The hot blood clashed with the cooling alcohol. It was almost cathartic, and cleansing. This felt right, like a destiny almost unfulfilled.

(Article) Derecho Ravages Large Swaths of the Midwest

Dan Holst

The morning light glowed among the trees. A gentle breeze fluttered between the leaves. Dog walkers kept pace with energetic canines sniffing treasures left behind by their partners in crime. Parents cleaned the yards while kids kicked balls and chased each other around the trees. A cat or two peeked out of windows aching to hunt the safari. Idyllic, quaint, and the Norman Rockwell of some picturesque America that has really never existed. No heat would burn this canvas. No water would dilute its colors, yet the derecho was coming.

Clouds swept over the neighborhoods. A growing darkness pushed families inside. The winds died. It was the premonitory calm. A welcomed chill shivered the trees on the heels of a growing breeze. Ominous whispers intensified. And intensified. A voice turned into a howling and called and shouted through the trees, and the trees replied. They whipped their branches around in a game of tether ball. Cracks and booms echoed everywhere. But it was no fork of lightning. Branches broke in a bang. Trunks cracked and splintered. Foundations failed and suddenly the landscape changed. Our landscape broke apart.

We emerged safely, mostly. Glancing upwards we saw tendrils of the derecho still lashing out. But it was passing. Yet nature and her glory have indelibly shown us its mastery. The derecho ravaged all communities within its path.

For those who might not have heard. On August 10, 2020, a unique storm called a derecho (see sidebar) swept across Iowa inflicting serious damage. Its winds gusted up to the equivalent of a category 2 or 3 hurricane, that is at least 96 miles per hour and upward. Some gusts are believed to have been around 120 miles per hour. It is also the equivalent of an F1 to F2 tornado.

Damage is still being evaluated. The USDA estimates the storm damaged around 3.57 million acres of corn and 2.5 million acres of soybeans. Repairs to infrastructure, homes, businesses, and farms will lift the total cost well over 4 billion dollars.

The storm left some 200,000 without power. Large swaths of utility poles fell flat. Yet more collapsed under shattered trees. Some regained power within a day or two, but many were left powerless for up to two weeks. Utility crews from across the nation came to help, yet the recovery takes time. Too much time. It is a sad time for those in the storm’s wake.

Spoiled food fills garbage bins. Fish have choked on the illegal dumping of spoiled milk. Piles of broken trees line the streets. No corner of society or nature has been spared.

Yet for all this, we will recover. We will rebuild. That is our nature.

(Science Fiction) War of the Gorgon

Dan Holst

I’m writing War of the Gorgon as a sequel to the movie The Forbidden Planet. I have no permission to do from the rights holders to the movie. But one never knows. I present the first chapter here in full but still in draft form. Consider it unpublished fan-fiction and enjoy.

Chapter One

It is said that God created the Heavens and the Earth, the light, the life, and the living. Yet for all God’s glory from whence came the darkness. When all shall come and go, the darkness shall forever enlighten our soul. The Darkness Creed, Stanza 1, Verse 1.

Master Sergeant Rasima Khoury skipped every one or two steps on her bounding gait up the stairwell. Her unfettered raven hair reached down her back and bounced in lockstep with each leap on the staircase from her office up to the observation deck. Her heart beat raced increased but skipped no beat; it beat rapidly in response to her junior officer whose words and aristocratic airs combated and belittled her years of service against his upbringing. He often spoke combatively. “Don’t tell me things I already know,” and “we learned these things at our schools.” It was the way he accentuated his “don’t” and “our” that presented a superiority unbecoming a young, commissioned officer and the respect that she earned. He was an officer, and she was enlisted, so technically he did outrank her, but a long tradition within the forces dating back centuries always, but informally, subordinated junior officers under the senior enlisted. It was an unwritten rule. Isn’t that a quandary, she thought with her mind twisting and racing alongside each switchback on her long ascent up the stairwell, how an unwritten rule that senior enlisted lead the junior commissioned be accepted contrary to official rule. But now she couldn’t focus on his aristocratic attitude, for other concerns invaded her overactive imaginations. She instead sought the cathartic release from this physical climb to the eventual spiritual revelation that waited for her among the stars.

Wearing nothing but shoes, soft gray slacks, and an oversized plush blue pullover, she grabbed the handrail and swung herself around the switchback and bypassed the first step on her continuing ascent while her thoughts drifted to her coworkers. Lieutenant Johann Cray had recently arrived at the station and immediately flexed his cultural upbringing with an aggressive approach to her. But he was friendly, and she thought too friendly, to the young Staff Sergeant Maize Alexander. Maize was a good spacer, eager to learn, dedicated and intelligent. Rasima believed that she had a successful future before her. However, the station was down two personnel. Its field officer, Major Schooner Hannover currently enjoyed vacation during his mid-tour leave, and the enlisted trainee slot currently awaited fulfillment. Because of the shortages and keeping their schedules aligned to standard Earth time, Rasima, Johann, and Maize all worked twelve-hour shifts with Rasima splitting her shift evenly between Johann and Maize.

Something amiss stirred Rasima’s soul, and it powered her starward journey. But it also unsettled her with a coming danger, some harbinger or portent that she knew would reveal itself upon her destination. Trying to stay focused with each long step up the stairwell failed her. She couldn’t help but compare her own liberal explorations with Johann’s steadfast grounding within Earth’s former conservatism. Maybe he didn’t have the youthful exploration that I did. How ironic, she thought, that her long career carried her past the old beliefs, yet his youth which should have attracted the new, remained committed to the old. There are many lights in universe and only by traversing the darkness can one find true enlightenment, but while she journeyed on, he accepted a sedentary life. Only those on journeys, she thought, to traverse the unsettling darkness, but in doing so, one must accept not only the discomfort of truth but that of no truth. But with danger comes discovery, and she continued her ascent five hundred feet from the station’s heart to its only manned external structure within the God Mother orbiting Saturn.

She reached the final landing and stood before the door to the observation deck. Her labored breathing framed her racing heart and her olive skin glisten with sweat as her shirt hugged her now aroused breasts. She looked at the control panel and reached out to touch the plaque above it. This plaque adorned several locations throughout the stations. At the top of the plaque the words, “Covert Monitoring Station” was positioned above “Rhea,” the station’s name. All lettering was embossed in gold upon a deep blue background of pure lapis lazuli. Below “Rhea” was the official seal of their mission, an etched pictogram of a cypress tree and entangled within its trunk flares a cloth wrapped omphalos stone. This honored their patron saint of Rhea and the secret knowledge this and other stations under the Rhea program provide to mission command. Rasima loved the tactile feel of the plaque’s semi-precious stonework of self-discovery indicative of their mission to provide accurate intel to Earth. She always paused to feel this plaque outside the observation deck, for as she gave intel to Earth, here she received wisdom from the stars.

Before Rasima could activate the door’s mechanism for entry into the observation deck, the door opened, and Maize walked out unaware and bumped into her Master Sergeant. Caught by surprise, Maize noted her sergeant’s flowing hair, glistening face, and piercing nipples begging to be stroked under a soft shirt drawn tight with sweat. Lifting her eyes forward with a breath that belied a suddenly hard-beating heart, she didn’t expect Rasima at this time. “Ma’am, you left work early. I mean, I’m not late,” her breath catching with each word, “not that you need, I mean, I don’t care. You’re . . . um . . . my boss.” Maize was unsure how to continue. She undoubtedly didn’t expect this encounter, her mind begged, please ma’am, say something to stop me, as she slightly lowered her eyes.

With a steady voice Rasima interrupted and said, “It’s okay Maize, Lieutenant Cray is finishing up his shift now. I found it necessary to leave early.”

“Of course, ma’am.”

“He is waiting for you to relieve him now. I’ll join you soon. But for now, the shift is yours.”

Maize couldn’t hide her embarrassment from her heated brow and raised her eyes with the only acceptable answer. “Yes, ma’am.” She walked by the stairwell, entered the lift, and departed the observation deck.

Rasima listened to the lift’s descending whir and smiled. Maize was a good spacer. She will advance quickly. She will learn to control her exuberance, but hopefully, and Rasima smiled, she will never lose it. With Maize gone and Rasima standing still, the door to the observation deck had automatically closed, and Rasima reached out and activated the controls. The door opened, and she walked through to where space beckoned.

   Buried deep within its namesake moon of Saturn, Covert Monitoring Station Rhea was completely subterranean with two exceptions. One was an array of passive and active antennae molded from and into Rhea’s landscape across her surface. By using Rhea’s native resources, they blended completed into her landscape, invisible to any scanning. The second was an observation deck built into a crater that conformed to the rock and ice outcroppings. Its glass window was crafted on the outside using Rhea’s materials and conformed to its natural surroundings, yet it didn’t diffract the light entering it and its special coating provided the same heat signatures as its surrounding rock and ice.

Three lounge chairs and a couch along with an assortment of pillows, blankets, and a few small tables adorned this otherwise nondescript rectangular gray room. Enough space to comfortably accommodate five personnel along with cabinets that contained snacks and refreshments. The voice activated control panel allowed many varieties of lighting and music, but now Rasima only wanted a silent dark. There was no better path to self-discovery than being lost among the stars, for it squashes one’s ego.

The room was immaculate. There was no disturbance that indicated Maize’s past occupancy. In fact, cleanliness along with other attributes was prerequisite for assignment to stations such as these. Along with deep space travel, these assignments were not unlike submarine duty of Earth’s former military. Only highly qualified personnel passing a range of tests to determine their ability to manage themselves among others in close quarters received such assignments. It was a privilege. This station offered a privilege never imagined among the cramped quarters of those old submarines. Rasima stood still and spoke a single word. “Reveal.” The long section of the wall and ceiling silently motored downwards below the room revealing the universe.

Rasima, slightly calmed down for her vigorous climb, lost her breath. Only the most jaded of souls could not be overcome by this divine astronomical vista. The rings of Saturn full of vast colorful texture and rocky depth belted across the sky into the expanse of the Milky Way. An abundance of stars pierced deep within her soul. Even the faintest hint of Andromeda that distant and yet unreachable galaxy teased its visibility. This view would never fail to enliven even her darkest of moods. But she looked now not for pleasure but for inspiration and guidance.     

Rasima remembered her education. Earth’s early citizens worshiped the sky, the sun, and the stars beyond. Their gnostic beauty and mystery held sway over rational thought to those early humans. But even as those early religions gave way to the one and many gods, the power of the stars still controlled rational thought. It was those dreams that drove humans beyond Earth and the Moon. Such trips were not born of rational thoughts, but of the irrational desire to risk life itself to travel and seek out new horizons and new life. Where the horizons of a wine-darkened sea beckoned and intoxicated sailors of both yesteryear and today, the endless horizons born of space birthed new desires for humankind to rise above its pettiness, its war, and embrace a cosmopolitan approach to explore the mighty cosmos.

She continued searching her memories. Looking outward and upward adduced the ability for humankind to look inward. Accepting now a multi-dimensional self, humanity found within itself ability and strength. Yet at times, one must forego oneself to learn and discover. Become irrational to find the rational, to lose and listen. Rasima remembered this kind guidance that opened her mind from her time studying at the Cairo University under Dr. Ammon T’mana, its Professor Emeritus of Astronomical Studies. She filed a thought for future action. I really should contact him. It’s been forever since we talked.

She knelt on her knees and kept her back straight. She draped a blanket around her back lifting it over her head. She meditated her breathing and heartrate to levels audibly undetectable. She looked out beyond Saturn at each star accepting their existence within her. Her mediation on each star took some indeterminate time. Her gaze slowly moved over to the Family of Aquila. She look deeply into Eagle constellation and its brightest star Altair named after the Arabic phrase al-nesr al-ṭā’ir or the flying eagle. But it wasn’t there. The star was gone. In its place a dark void, a pit of some deep darkness. She was sure she had the right time and location. The other stars of great eagle constellation of Aquila were present but not Altair. She knew its fourth planet had at least one Earth settlement. She looked deeply at the Altair’s neighboring stars of Tarazed and Alshain and even they seemed faded as if the darkness that consumed Altair was spreading outward. But the next three closest stars Tseen Foo, Sung, and Deneb El Okab sparkled normally. Suddenly specific scripture from the ancient and extinct Quor’ell rose from her meditative state. This passage now exploded and enlivened her portent. The horror it conveyed deepened her breath and increased her heartrate whose noises now flooded the room. She quickly stood. The blanket settled on the floor in a heap. Leaving the room without closing the view, she headed straight for the lift and back to the station.

While isolation and boredom hallmark the life of any remote assignment, complacency is its true enemy. But physical fitness and intellectual pursuits help to focus that life for some, others enjoy the simplicity of game, the desire to win and only to win. Having now assumed her shift and completing her shift’s onboarding duties, Staff Sergeant Maize Alexander took the latter approach. And as the station’s leading Canfuci Gambit player, she strategically placed down a card and under-trumped her opponent, Lieutenant Johann Cray.

“So, tell me, young lieutenant, sir,” with just the slightest of vocal inflection, “Is it the thrill of humiliation, your inherent need for punishment, or the inability to learn that keeps you coming back round after losing round?”

Across from Maize, Cray studied her carefully. Staff Sergeant Alexander impressed him as both a player and a person. He knew by studying her personnel file upon arrival that she was Earthborn of a Scottish mother and Navajo father. He saw a playful almost pan-cultural cunning intelligence coming from her pleasing dark eyes enlarged by her short black hair highlighted in Scottish red trims. He knew he would do well to watch her. She is oh so lovely to watch, he caught himself thinking as his eyes drifted across the room to hide a lustful stare. “Neither Maizon,” using her proper name, “you are a fierce player, but to be the best, I only need to learn from the best.”

“Well, thanks LT, I—"

Cray scoffed and cut her off, “to bad you’re not.” And he played a card to undertrump her undertrump.

Maize smirked, asshole, knowing the only way for her to win now was to complete the third undertrump otherwise the game would continue. But she couldn’t with her current hand. Then hearing the all too familiar alarm, she jumped out of her seat and stepped over to her control console

The alarm indicated a single light burst. Most likely usual traffic. Being that Cray’s shift was over and Rayla had yet to return from the observation deck, Maize took this one alone. Her fingers danced across the controls with lusty familiarity. She said, “a single high confidence target, most likely ours.” She well-remembered her training that the station recorded all mission activity both video and audio, so she spoke as required. “Initiating passive Mode 4X interrogation.”

The LT looked on in wonder as she demonstrated mastery of procedures and how her fingers danced across the controls. He whispered, “always by the book.” Then continued his rather selfish thought, I hope she doesn’t think that I’m nothing but mission. While she continued her duties, he reflected on his assignment. CMS Rhea was a remarkable but simple station. The operating and command room occupied the entire side of an open area that also included cooking, dining, and lounge areas. A fitness room was set off in its own area to one side, and the hallway to the billets and personal offices next to the fitness area. On-duty personnel were allowed access to the lounge, cooking and dining areas. Fitness was allowed during duty but only when another was on-duty. Otherwise, all fitness was to be done off-duty. The billets were expansive. A large comfortable bed, a couple of chairs, and normal bedroom furniture occupied each room. Each contained an office area and accessed the station’s digital libraries containing Earth’s vast resource of entertainment and educational media.

The control room contained a large central viewing screen and surrounding smaller screens that displayed other mundane and technical readings for station efficiency and mission peripherals. There were three command stations each capable of full command but linked so that two or three could work in tandem for multiple bursts and intrusions. While the station itself was weaponless other than rifles and sidearms, surrounding satellites and other larger bodies belonging to Saturn were equipped with space weaponry to protect the secret existence of the station and to defend against early enemy aggressions.

Maize spoke with an accentuated articulation for the record. “Single interstellar cruiser detected. Identification of Cruiser ID 57D. Full confidence across all spectrums. Reading verbals.”

“57D, that’s Captain Adams’s ship”, Cray spoke.

“Aye, verifying. C-57D returning from assigned mission to Altair. Verbals coming through now.”

“United Planet Cruiser C-57D, Captain Adams commanding.”

Cray directed a loud whisper to Maize, “told ya.” Maize rolled her eyes thankful his voice came from behind her and mouthed, “what a shit-face.”

            The verbals continued. “Request immediate debrief with Space Command. Mission Red. Code 2 Alien tech with non-registered Earth biologic.”

            “Initializing determinate analyses to verify verbals.”

            While Maize continued her duties, Cray wondered at the verbals: Mission resulted in hostile crew loss, yet they recovered some form of, presumably safe, alien tech and found some stray to bring back home. He wandered over to a spare console to view the ongoing analysis. According to passive scans, the ship was down five crew members, but carried an unregistered human female whose parents were registered indicating she was born outside the United Planets. Cray smiled at the brilliance at their technology. CMS Rhea was not chosen randomly. Saturn emitted strong kilometric and plasma waves. Its nature made them their best aggressive interrogator. Complex machinery and active natural and biological functions down to the DNA all produce frequency. When one frequency passes through another, it is uniquely altered, and Cray knew we can read that alternation regardless of how minute. Through this technology and Earth’s exhaustive databases, Cray could read the identity, biological gender, and lineage of each person aboard the cruiser and compare them to the mission complement. Looking now at the readout, Cray noted the parentage of the stray as Edward Morbius and Julia Marsin. He stared at the name Marsin. That name triggered some deep memory, but like catching a firefly at noon, it remained elusive. His thoughtful inquiry quickly dissipated upon Rasima’s commanding voice emerging from the lift.

            “Brief me, Maize,” ordered Rasima walking toward Maize.

            “Maam, Cruiser 57D, Captain Adams commanding, has returned from its mission to assess the Bellerophon expedition on Altair IV. Bellerophon status unknow, but cruiser faced some form of hostility. Starting with Chief Quinn the other four casualties are …”

            “Skip that. Continue the brief.”

            “Yes Maam. The ship is returning with an unregistered Earth human, but age and DNA markers indicate offspring of Bellerophon’s members Dr. Edward Morbius and Biochemist Julia Marsin. They have acquired some alien technology, reported operative but nonhazardous. Scans confirm this and indicate an unknown energy source apart from normal functions.”

            Maize kept her focus on the controls and readouts. Behind her Rasima knew what Maize hadn’t yet found concerning Altair. She couldn’t accept the coincidence of their arrival, the alien tech, and the star’s disappearance. Somehow, they were all connected and Rasima narrowed her eye orbits and tensed her countenance to unearth this mystery. She didn’t believe that the alien tech was presumed safe. She instructed Maize, “understood, read all passives from the Altair system, and initiate a level 5 interrogation of that cruiser’s transmission. I want a full makeup of the alien technology and get that data on Altair system now.”

Unconcerned with this abnormal request at a seemingly routine arrival, Maize focused herself at her workstation determined to find the answers for her Master Sergeant.

Rasima turned her gaze upon Cray. “Lieutenant, meet me in my office.” And softening her tone, she quickly added “at your convenience, sir.”

Cray watched Rasima depart into her office and admired Maize as she worked to uncover whatever the master sergeant wanted. She does follow directions well. He licked his lips at the thought and once again looked down and wondered at the familiarity of the stray’s mother. He saw Maize bring up the Altair system on the main view screen. Stars filled the screen, points of seemingly random light distributed among space. What was so special about them? He rarely visited the observation deck preferring instead the comfort of his office and the tight borders it provided against distractions. Swallowing, he figured he necessarily kept the sergeant waiting long enough and slowly walked toward her office.

The station was well outfitted to offset the rigors of duty within a sealed system. Command gave them all the luxuries they deserved. Desks were of spacious polished mahogany integrated with all necessary electronic control and displays. Each office had several chairs and a couch placed strategically among several tables both official and casual. Refreshments were ready when needed. It provided each member with the comforts of home including official resources. Behind Rasima’s desk was a large bookshelf provided by Command but populated with her favorite books. Command was quite lenient in whole baggage allowances. As such, Rasima kept an impressive personal library. She reached for a well-worn black book thick with gold-edged, cotton-infused scritta paper. She held it in reverence for its pages scripted a fragmented ancient religion only discovered in the last century or two from archeological sites spread throughout the galaxy. She found its historical message relevant and prophetical from a viewpoint unlike the old Earth religions. It was the message of the Quor’ell, and its deteriorated binding and curled pages only intensified her passion to study its secrets.

“Sergeant Khoury.”

Rayla stood when he entered. “Please take a seat Lieutenant.” She gestured toward a casual chair around a small table and walked toward an identical chair at the table.

Johann sat down, and Rasima sat across from him and laid the book on the table, opened to a particular page.

“Sergeant has something disturbed you about Cruiser 57D’s arrival.”

“Yes sir, but it’s not only that. The Altair system is gone. I saw it in the observation deck, nothing but the darkness of space. That ship is connected.”

“Really, sergeant. Gone?” Cray couldn’t help but to softly sigh. She and her religious beliefs about space.

She ignored his incredulity and pushed the scripture in front of him. Lieutenant, please read the underlined passage on the verso.

“The what?”

“Sorry sir, the left-hand page.”

Why does she do that, he thought, why must she shove her intellectual elitism around.

Nonetheless, he reluctantly yet amusingly took the book, found and read the passage: “From the abyss, he arose; out of shadow, he spoke, and from captivity, he conquered.  As your light died, it grew in us. My light, your love, our God.” He unceremoniously laid the book back down.

“Thoughts on its meaning, sir.”

Cray had heard that passage before. He didn’t personally believe in the Quor’ell and thought them only as alien mythology. And that passage, he believed was a metaphor. “Sergeant, we were taught, as you know, that that passage is a metaphor to keep one’s faith and love in the face of unrelenting evil. That is, if you believe in that sort of thing.”

“I do, Lieutenant. But not as cursorily taught by the academy alien awareness course with a verse here and a verse there but when an open mind connects the fragments, meaning emerges. It is a prophecy that unrelenting evil shall one day rise again.”

Cray opened his mouth to respond with yet more skepticism, but Maize entered and quickly interrupted.

“LT, maam,” she quickly addressed them. “The Altair system is gone, completely destroyed, and I’ve isolated a strange energy signature.”

“Tell us something we don’t know Maize,” said the LT.

Maize kept her composure in face of his arrogance. “But did you know the energy signature of its destruction is aboard the Cruiser 57D, now headed to Earth.”

(Historical Fiction) Crosses of Distinction

Dan Holst

Crosses of Distinction is a historical fiction based during the Franco-Prussian War, but framed within the story of a modern Air Force Airman who is deployed to Easter Europe. She has recently learned that her third Great-Grandfather served in the Franco-Prussian War and won the Iron Cross, but the family doesn’t know why. This story follows her family’s history during the war and their eventual immigration to America where all their histories will collide.

It is currently being published as a serial every other month.

I present the openings of the first several Chapters.


Chapter One “Blood”

Kylie Schaffer walked across the ramp and sure enough, it was blood. Damn, she thought. We just had a nosebleed yesterday. Stupid old jets are falling apart.

Chapter Two “Crossings”

Ailbe Stuhr bit off a piece of the hard, stale bread. Careful to chew only on his left side so as not to fail the precarious coagulation from the long bloody gash bandaged across his right cheek. If only he could sleep. His bed of straw rattled along with the constant squeal of the wheel flanges as the train crawled and clacked across Schleswig-Holstein from Flensburg to Keil.

Chapter Three “Ruminations”

            Tikva and Adamina began their breakfast in the hotel restaurant with a thankful prayer towards their aunt’s charity. Afterwards Tikva wanted to stroll outside seeking some fresh air. She wanted Adamina with her, but Adamina was still tired and desired to write in her journal. The clerk, having introduced himself as Fester, assured them that the area around and within the hotel was safe, so Tikva departed while Adamina stayed behind.

Chapter Four “Conscriptions”

Adamina heard her name and turned around. She saw the anger in her mom’s face exploding in the hand that slapped her left cheek. Adamina dropped to her knees with a loud cry and then a whimper.

Chapter Five “Waking the Dragons”

Senior Airman Kylie Schaffer ensured her earplugs were fully seated and that her earmuffs fit snugly just before the dragon awoke. Drogon woke and what began as a loud squeal slowly grew into a vast roar until the squeal fell off and only the roar remained.

Chapter Six “Forging Arms”

Regiment Commander Erich looked over his men all set to begin weapons training. He thought back to his battles in the war against Austria, the brothers he lost, and hegemony he helped attain for Bismarck. His left arm throbbed where it once took a bullet. He gently rubbed the scar. He knew the men he faced today will suffer greatly. Some will die. They knew it too. He saw it in their eyes. They looked so young. But now wasn’t that time. Now is the time to build weapons from men, to turn blood into a burning passion for war. He wondered, was it right to build borders on the blood of children. Erich put these thoughts aside, remembered his orders, and addressed the men.

Chapter Seven “Channeling Spies”

Harimann had departed The Lady Anglia at her impromptu port of call at Dover, England. He left with a small chest and a smaller purse and saw the French clipper docked a few piers south. He left his chest with a porter and walk the short distance to the French clipper. The sun rose high. The cliffs and sky once composed of spiritual metaphor had lost their glorious splendor. Now the cliff’s textured white sandstone and a calm but empty blue sky soaked up his courage. He glanced eastward, over France, back to his home. Then he rose his head above the cliffs and let his eyes wander west. He imagined a life roaring across the American plains. Then thoughts of war and duty overtook his wanderlust. Upon this crossroad stood Harimann. From this precipice, he feared he would never return.

Chapter Eight “Dreams to Come”

Artillery shells rocketed upon fiery contrails ripped open the night sky. The men of the battlefield screamed at each other, running away like bees escaping a smoked-out hive. Each hoped for just one more step. Few found it. Exploding pockets of earthen soil lifted those soldiers far into the air where crumbs of dirt and droplets of blood sprinkled the ground a half second before their bodies. German soldiers filled every crater. Their uniform blues and reds darkened into dirt. Swords and guns spiked the ground.

Chapter Nine “The Final Piece”

Adamina climbed the small hill in Hamburg. She stepped on the bits of scattered stones that salted the upward slope on her way to the top. Once there she discovered several crumbling yet intact piles arising from the dirt. They reminded her of a deteriorating parapet from some castle buried beneath time and futility. But today she would serve as the archer looking through its balistraria for targets who have come to lay waste to Hamburg.

Chapter Ten “No Worth in War”

Adim sat at the tail of the wagon with his gun laid across his lap looking back from where he came. While he didn’t expect any problems on the slow trek back to camp, he should be ready. He looked at the receding battlefield. Night still ruled the west, but behind him, day was dawning, and it had been a ceaseless night of combat. The morning fog that guarded their arrival yesterday had returned, mixed now with smoke. As the thick fog tried to snuff out the smoke, it still rose from charred and smoldering ruins. But as the sun broke into the east, the wagon emerged from the Lauter River and returned to camp.

Chapter Eleven “The Request”

A hand emerged from beneath the blanket. Dark stains coalesced of dirt, blood, and gunpowder bled out from the fingers across the hands. Each finger strained to uncurl, to straightened and reach for help, but whether through fever, injury, or exhaustion, they remained curled, not unlike at the onset of rigor mortis.